S H E - R E B E L

on H I A T U S

2006-12-06T01:42:00.000-08:00

i am going tuu b on hiatus from 2daii...this is maii last post...n probably i wont reply yer tagboard messages..but still leave some tags kk?? aniweiz, im goin tuu indonesia for the 1 month holidaii..goin on 8th december and coming back on 28th January.

here r some pix..of our last week at skool...

put yer mouse ova da pix tuu get a description..hmmm..i got more pix but den diz post would b soo big..haha...aniweiz, im gonna miss Perth soo much..but hey..it only 1 month dude..haha

p.s. wish fida was dere..lyke alwais...

po3m 4 fiida

2006-12-04T01:26:00.000-08:00

first poem, in case fida ddnt see \

oh, isnt life so wonderful?
you've got your friends
you've got your family
oh, i wanna stay like this
forever and ever
forever baby, forever

second poem \

is it so hard to let go?
and think you may never see her
again
see that person,
that person you call,
friend

i knoe...theyre vewy short..anihow (i got a cow)..
GOD, IMA MISS MY SKOOL SO MUCH..GO TU HELL KEWDALE (my nu skool)! ;D
i feel betta nows..

btw, this is 4 ala...hehe ;D

happii bdaii

2006-12-01T23:44:00.000-08:00

01.12.06

Alaz skin

2006-12-01T20:59:00.000-08:00

hehe...oi hadz..nice stori. =] hehe...first time eva im usin some1 elsez skin..hehe..hi shmeki! ala lubs da movie pride and prejudice...rite ala? hehe...im so eccentric. =]

<3 youze.

O Romeo...

2006-11-29T01:31:00.000-08:00

Real thing: O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?

Alaz one: O J, J! wherefore art thou J?

Maii one: O H, H! wherefore art thou H?

It was sooo funnii...^ the last tuu r maii version of dat romeo&juliet thing...dat book i don get..haha..but i lyke de above quote...hehe...ohhh alaaa...i kept sayin it 2daii...hehe..awww i miss fida! i would have teased er sooo much bout it...so yer...not gonna talk bout 2daii much...only de quotes..haha... ;D

4eva babeh, 4va

2006-11-25T21:43:00.000-08:00

anoda poem 4 fida. =] btw, lyke maii nu skin? hehe...ala ddnt wanna hav da "boom boom" on ers, so i changed de wordings. hahaz. =] jst a short poem called, "4eva baby, 4eva".

oh, isnt life so wonderful?
you've got your friends
you've got your family
oh, i wanna stay like this
forever and ever
forever baby, forever

musiic

2006-11-25T18:19:00.000-08:00

some nu songz dats in maii playlist. i don hav these songs on maii comp so i gotta listen to dem on de inet. =[

>> nelly furtado - say it right
>> jojo - too little, too late
>> nick lachey - i cant hate you anymore
>> P!ATD - but its better if you do
>> P.Diddy ft Nicole - come to me
>> J.T - my love
>> B.E.P - my humps (remix)

hanas bdaii!!!!

2006-11-22T05:00:00.000-08:00

oi hana! hav nice bdaii pwincess...may allah giv u a gr8 bdaii!!! enjoi it...n yeah...IM GONNA GIV U DA BDAII PUNCHES...so don runaway from meh 2morrow mornin..hehe...u can run but u cnt HIDE from granny. =] be a good grl.

much love, yer granny XD

Life's an adventure

2006-11-18T18:50:00.000-08:00

hmm..i lyke diz poem. itz 4 fida...she gotta b strong. =] yeah, hvnt wrote a poem 4 so long...dsnt rhyme as usual. hope u lyke fiidfiid.

when life goes on
it brings about changes
and those changes
can change your life forever
its out of your control
it slips right through your hand

changes are unpredictable
and pounce on you
unexpectedly
one blink of an eye
and your life changes
in front of you

sometimes you don't wanna let go
but you have to
you gotta be strong
because you are strong
and you gotta be tough
coz the world is hard on you

you gotta stand
when being put down
you gotta fly
when being shoved lower
you gotta be brave
because lifes an adventure

life is a road
with never-ending
twists and turns
and sometimes
a smooth way along
but you have to be prepared
for the unexpected

you have to watch
you have to let go
you have to flow
with whatever you confront
you have to be strong
lifes an adventure
its no walk down the park

maii nickname

2006-11-17T21:32:00.000-08:00

thngz i hav 2 rememba

2006-11-17T04:30:00.000-08:00

ok. i jst wanna rememba dese stuff datz bn happenin lately...

>> tanz break-up story (made-up of course)
>> alaz nu nickname - shmeki (u knoe from padalecki)
>> had dat tornado dream
>> had dat dream bout fida n video clips
>> samiya, ala n me r hunniiz..lawl
>> sr. munira's winkin story..HAHA...
>> made a nu supernatural skin 2daii
>> our lil stori ala...hehe
>> fida got in da top-15 rated..but sadly not anymore
>> drew alaz n fidaz "future"..lawl
>> ive bn spammin alaz taggy lately...hehe

science water rocket!

2006-11-13T01:58:00.000-08:00

[waitin 4 daa pic..hehe]

OMG!!!!! this was soooo fun...our water rocket actually flew!!! it went up sooo high n came down wid a parachute!!! we were sooo convinced dat it wldnt fly n we would get a BIG FAT F- or even Z-....hehe...it works!!!! we're soooo high now! it was soooo fun. wish u were here fida! awww...missed a precious moment of term 4!! aww...but this was the first good memory 4 term 4...oMG!!! 4 wks left...gonna miss dis skool..cnt believe im sayin diz...ohhhh ala! hehe...rememba dat notepad thingy??? hehe....i LOVE our story..tan...we need tuu find eu one!!! hehe...

supernatural

2006-11-11T03:03:00.000-08:00

0MG!!! 2daii was awesomes....me n ala were suppose tuu b scannin our w0rk but yeah...we watched the first epis0de of the season 2 of supernatural afterwards!!! hehe...p00r fida...she misses it s0000 much...lawl...n yeah, we watched it 0n http://youtube.com n0t on the tv...awwww...its s0000 sad..i KNOW WHO DIES IN THE END!!!! i feel s0rry for ala...hehe...*cheeky smile*...i was giving her those smiles every time SAM(iya)....lawl..came 0n...haha...it was s0 funny

tanie jellybean n samika ddnt c0me....but lyke if fida was here stills..she w0uld have c0me n teased ala wid me...hehe...shed have 2 peeps wid chekky smiles on b0th sides of er....*shouts* oooooohhhhh ala! hehe...lub teasin eu...bet yer miss yer hunnii bunnii ay???

me n ala were makin love stories bout fida n dean...hehe...s0rri fida but eu kn0e i lub teasin eu...hehe...don eu miss me teasin eu animore..n me n ala were singin n listenin tuu muziq...n yeah, i sang her "things ill never say"..haha...fida do eu rememba diz???....

if ala could say what she wanna say, she'd say she wanna blow sam away...be with hum every night..is she squeezing him too tight???

it was s0000 funnii...so do eu rememba??? i was singin dat 2 er da whole time...n i told ala bout maii "wish" of havin bestfwendz wid millionaire hussys/hubbys....hehe...fida gonna get married tuu u knoe n ala tuu u knoe...hehe...wish maii dream come true...n i wan eu tuu come bak tuu perth t00!!!! aniweiz, writin tuu much..hehe

FIDA: i miss teasin eu sooo much! wish eu were there tuu help me tease ala...sorry ala...n yeah fida..don mean tuu b mean but eu knoe i miss eu soooo much! euu can tease me as much as you like coz lyke..i miss it sooo much...

todaiiz qu0te...

2006-11-09T01:15:00.000-08:00

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.

Nick Lachey - I can't hate you anymore

yesterdaiiz quote

2006-11-09T00:47:00.000-08:00

this ones from tania aka jellybean:

They are people,
who stand up for you,
Who take that frown of your face
People who comfort you,
And who leave footsteps in your heart

aka the people are:
fida =]
ala =]
tania =]
samiya =]
maii blogger fwends =]
fwends from aic =]
fwends outside of skool =]

po3m 4 fiida

2006-11-06T21:40:00.000-08:00

People come and
People go,
Sometimes im lost without her
But i gotta move on
I remember the times we had together
And the times we all fell

But we got back up
No, we're not going to stop
Got to keep going
'Cause lifes got to flow
There's new places
And new people to meet
But no matter where you are
Someone will always be there with you

Sometimes its hard to let go
And its hard to forget
But you gotta move on
And smile at those happy times

Saying hello is easy
Saying goodbye is hard
We all acted so crazy
So soc-ish..we're retards =]
It doesn't matter where she is
She'll still be in our hearts

So hold ur breathe
And take the plunge
Throw your hands up in the air
'Cause memories are all we have
And we should hold on to them
Forever and ever
As if we would never let go

We may be miles apart
With the seas between us
But somehow
And some way
We are still together =]
We'll be friends
forever and ever.

at the beginning

2006-11-04T19:49:00.000-08:00

its from that disney movie called "anastacia"...LOVE that movie..even though its old..this is one of the songs that was in its soundtrack.."at the beginning"..love this song. =] this is wat life is...

And life is a road
and I wanna to keep going
love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
life is a road
now and forever
wonderful journey

so yeah...life is NOT 6 main elements, nitrogen, oxygen, phosphurus, sulfur, carbon, hydrogen. =] LAWL...science.

LAWLX....

2006-11-03T00:27:00.000-08:00

LAWL balqis....

1 Nov 06, 20:29
balqis: nida in love. haha ;D

she sed dat coz of "qu0te of the week"... LAWLX...hehe, me n jb n balqis were talkin bout me n maii luckii "person"... turns out is not a "person" but a f00d..maii 0ne n 0nlii.."currypuff-y".. yep...fallin in l0ve with a currypuff..LAWL

tuu fida: d0 eu knoe bout maii currypuff?? haha...LAWLX...miiss eu!

quote of the week

2006-11-01T01:42:00.000-08:00

love is like war,
easy to start,
hard to finish,
impossible to forget.

=] hehe. nice quote.

poppyz prezzi3

2006-10-31T01:48:00.000-08:00

Poppy's prezzi3 is soooo cute!!!! shes so sweet. =] she got me dat bracelt over dere..awww...isnt it so nice!!! im gonna get her a prezzie 2! i wish she ddnt hav 2 move 2 Darwin.. =[ but lyke yeah...i MIISS ER SO MUCH...n yeah, im so HAPPYYY i got this bracelt coz its so beautiful...

FIDA LOOK ERE....i hope eu lyke maii nu layout...listen 2 the song yeah??? love yer layout...but wat happened 2 astro-dude/boii?? poor him...aniweiz, i MIISSS both of youse..haha..."youse"..fida also thought dat word was strange...

n yeah..so ,u>HAPPY...this bracelet made maii daii...im gonna go shopping on saturdaii 2 get poppy a bracelet. =] shes gonna get a really nice one. hehe...btw, thats maii hand...HAHA...

skool 2daii

2006-10-30T04:19:00.000-08:00

ok..skool was KOOL...lol...i upd8ted maii "rebel-hart" profile!!! yay...heres the link:
http://www.blogskins.com/me/rebel-h%E2%99%A5rt
please tag yeah? aniweiz, skool was FUN. sorry ala...she wsnt there..she was really SICK..poor er...so yeah samiya told us some funny jokes...

HAHA...very funny bout camels n jesus..hehe...
n yer. it was fun n we got a lot of work 2 do, since we ddnt come on thursdaii n fridaii...haha...
rite now, maii bro is at muslim's (ardina) house..
im so glad, i ddnt come..phew...=] haha. i miss fida, fida hope u lyke maii new layout. im makin so much layouts for maii blog....

but never EVER submitting them...poor blogskins, must MISS meh a lot!!! haarrrhharrr...in maii DREAMS...heeee..so yeah, i cnt b bothered telling eu all the dtailz dat happened. it was a nice daii =] i wish ala came..she missed out the FUN...skool SUMTIMZ is fun, but mostly BORING...

me&alaz fav song :D

2006-10-27T00:50:00.000-07:00

the veronicas - i could get used to this
me n alaz fav song :D get better clarkie

You make me breakfast in bed
When I'm mixed up in my head
You wake me with a kiss
I could get used to this

You think I look the best
When my hair is a mess
I can't believe you exist
I could get used to this

Because I know you're too good to be true
I must have done something good to meet you

[chorus 1]
'Cause you wrote my name across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss
And I could get used to this

[chorus 2]
I'm feeling it comin' over me
With you it all comes naturally
Lost the reflex to resist
And I could get used to this

You love the songs I write
You like the movies I like
There must be some kind of twist
But I could get used to this

Because you listen to me when I'm depressed
It doesn't seem to make you like me less

[chorus 1]
[chorus 2]

If there's a dark side to you I haven't seen it
Every good thing you do feels like you mean it

[chorus 1]
[chorus 2]

[chorus 1]
[chorus 2]

skool-free week!

2006-10-26T19:43:00.000-07:00

hehe...

my DADDY sed ii ddnt hav 2 go 2 skool fridaii...ii was stressing bout iit all niite dat ii was gonna b the ONLY grl iin maii class comiin! thnx daddy!! n yeah..iim so glad that ii ddnt hav 2 go...

WORLD RECORD OF MISSING SKOOL: me n maii group of clowns missed one wk of skool!!!

haarharr...1 week...wat a RECORD...can some1 bet that??? hehe..aniweiz, i.m so glad im not at skool...lyke fida says, "its ogay"...hehe...yeah, skool SUX biig tiime! bye bye...cleaning up da house...better than skool!

:D curse eu skool...hehe

things ill never say

2006-10-25T21:08:00.000-07:00

here are the lyrics to the skin im using :D
i cut it short, i think the lyrics r meaningful!
thats why i like avril lavigne...

I'm tuggin' at my hair
I'm pullin' at my clothes
I'm tryin to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head

[bridge]
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth this--yeah

[chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me todayGuess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

It won't do me any good it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind
If it ain't comin out we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?

[bridge]

[chorus]

What's wrong with my tongue?
These words keep slipping away...
I stutter... I stumble...
like I've got nothing to say...

[bridge]

[chorus]

These thing's I'll never say...

random stuff...

2006-10-24T20:47:00.000-07:00

{1} new layout! dedicated 2 fida..coz its er fav song. :D
{2} Eid was not that bad..though it was weird tan wsnt wid meh
{3} my cousin is spoiled luckii...got a subaru wrx for his 1st car.. :(
{4} made some money. :D
{5} i met siti j. in eid! yay! i miss er so much!
{6} ala is sik...poor er
{7} i miss fida...
{8} wrote a letter 2 poppy...

happii bidaii ala n jennie!!!!

2006-10-22T22:09:00.000-07:00

happii ala n jennie (twix0rz)!!! wat a coincidence that ur bdaiiz r the same!! aniweiz, this layout is 4 eu guyz (i mean ala n jennie)...i made this lyke weeks ago. i already gave ala her prezzie, n this is something extra. ala is turning 15!! n jennie is turning 16...i think..

aniweiz, may god give eu long live..lolz..n ala, don worrii, i knoe ur gettin closer 2 yer death :*( ....but look at the brite side, u lived till 15!! so ala n jennie have a nice bdaii n yeah..lets chuck a party!! hehe...

aniweiz, ala this is ur surprise i was talkin bout..not much ay? but yeah...

if u wanna give ala a happii bdaii why not go 2 er blog... http://stwawberrypwincess.blogspot.com ... :D

happy eid!!!

2006-10-20T02:55:00.000-07:00

hey all yer muslims out there! happy eid...i hope yer 4give me for anything i done wrong...im missing nearly a whole week nest week bcoz of eid!! YAY!!! aniweiz...im very happy i finished the quran!!! this year was my second time. harrharrz...not much ay? aniweiz...im waiting 4 iftaar 2 come...so hungry...

2daii was fun. it was just me n tania n zaineb at skool 2daii. ala is very sick n samiya had an appointment. my brother has the chicken pox...poor him...i mean me...hehe...coz i gotta watch maii bak that i don get it..but i had it when i was lil...

aniweiz...donno wat im having 4 iftaar...january is coming..n im scared 2 death...i donno wat i wanna b n i only got 1 term 2 choose!!!!!! i don whether i want to be a medical scientist or not...i want to be it but id rather b a doctor or a pediatrician...but they're both too long 2 study..guess im stuck with medical scientist...but im scared its a wrong decision...god help me pleassseee...

HyPeRrRrR..

2006-10-18T03:32:00.000-07:00

whoa! we went absolutely hyper todaii!! me, tania and samiya were lyke laughing till our stomachs hurt so badly...ala was not at skool that day. :( poor er. everybody pray she gets better. she's really sick. aniweiz, get better twinie. :) so yeah..bak 2 the daii. it was lyke so fun that day...no offence ala. dont mean 2 rub it in ur face. :) hehe. we were singing the wiggles song "chut chut chugga chugga big RED car"...lolx...and the barney song "i lub u..u lub me..were a happy family"...lolx...our teacher was lyke since when was my class musical...harhar...todaii was awesomes...

in the morniin..me n tan were walkin lyke confused beings. we kept changing our minds on which way 2 walk. we were walkng in circles basically...this is also dedicated to fida (the post). don mean 2 rub it in ur face 2. just wanted u 2 knoe wat happened. harrharr..so funnii. oh yeah...samiya and tania kept singing unfaithful by rihanna. i got sik of dat song bcoz i hear it a lot but itz nice! they bugged me so much!!! grrr....RAWRRR..also, i always gave tania the cheeky smile when she sang the bit where it sed "happy wid some other guy"...i love bugging er.!!! lolx...

n yeah...tania was complaining sooooo much in sose. about er map..we were drawing japan for a sose project thingy..shes lyke...too big...too small...too fat...too skinny...lolx...she can b hysterical at times. sorry tania! u knoe i lyke teasing eu. :) oh yeah n samiya was so hungry that day...n so hyper...she started eating the air...lolx...so funnii...oh yeah..in english we were trying to find a word that rhymes with poor n tania sed w***e..lolx..she kept askin us wat it was bcoz we were laffing at er..n she was so confused...but she ddnt mean 2 say it of course..lolx...oh wat a daii..never 2 4got...sorry ala..me rubbing it in ur face. harrharr...

aniweizz...as a conclusion..the yr10 gurlz can be hyper even without food and chocolate!!..hehe... ;) n yeah..alas b'day on this mondaii...shes gonna b 15...

im scared...

2006-10-12T01:01:00.000-07:00

god..im really scared..i was just thinking that im going 2 a new skool next year. i only have one term left in thornlie and then its bye bye. i guess fida understands..she went 2 a new skool. im freakin out. but ill have a lot of memories. good and bad times. a read a book a few months ago called the giver. i really think the message in it is good and inspiring.

there is no pain without memory, and if there is no memory, no pain, then there is no true happiness

i think it is absolutely true. another message i lyked was...

there is no pain without pleasure, no pleasure without pain

u don feel pleasure if u hvnt experienced pain and u don feel pain if there is no pleasure. good messages here.

if there is no pain or grief, you do not appreciate the true wonder of life: death is not tragic to you because life is not precious.

makes me wanna cry. really inspirational. aniweiz..i love reading books. makes u a bit more open-minded. i don lyke biased peoples. so get out there with an open-mind! aniweiz..i thot i mite share this with u guys. mite be of help..if ur sad about somethings? :) be gay (happy)...lol..

the NEW "NIDICTIONARY"

2006-10-06T05:52:00.000-07:00

this is my dictionary. what happens when you cross nida with a dictionary??? u get the new NIDICTIONARY!! haha...lolz...n i made some new words!!! really funnii stuffs u knoe...lets see...

word: bestfriendship divorcation
meaning: to no longer be bestfriends with your bestfriend

word: retardism
meaning: when someone is being a retard, they are committing..retardism! harhar... :D

word: lolling
meaning: to "lol" too much in a conversation

haha! i made these words while talking 2 Ana (ala..my new bestfriend) and Ala (ma old bestfriend)...lolz..im joking..i know what ur gonna say ala..."ur sooo mean"...welll...ill say,

"theres always a devil inside us...one that loves to tease ala!!!" hhhaaaahhhaaaa.hehe....g2gz...talkin 2 twinie

my new blog

2006-10-06T02:56:00.000-07:00

YArrrrr..this is ma new blog!! ive decided that im NOT happy without it. MUAH. MUAH. ill never leave u agen!!! aniweiz...yeaa...holidaiz have been boring. oh yeah. MA NEW ACCOUNT... http://www.blogskins.com/me/rebel-h%E2%99%A5rt harhar...vewy long link...mmm...i miss F I D A !!! i love our new skin! itz beautiful..n the skin ur using is PWETTIFUL!!!!!

so yeah, i tried 2 call fida 2dai. ddnt work! GRRRRRR...RRAWWWRRR!!!!!!!! don mess wid me when im angry...coz ill just smile. :D harhar...me n bro were trying 2 talk american..i mean wid american accent (ala..u thinkin wat im thinking..hehe)..my bro was IMPERSONATING george bush (die in hell!)..hes lyke..."we must save motherr naturre"...really funny, hes good!!!

so yeah...tan hsnt bn that much on her blog n so has ala...no1z bn upd8ing!!! im updating 4 the sake of fida! harhar...u gotta love meh! :D ...so yeah...*shouts out*..WELCOME BACK NOODLES!!!!...me n ma BLOG r bak. but my skinz r still..kinda..not bak..YET...aniweiz...im riting nonsense *background music: i like thw way you move* ITS ON THE TV!! i repeat..i repeat agen..I DO NOT LYKE THAT SONG!!! though,...fida n tan loves it...YUK...harhar...they used 2 alwaiz sing dat..aniweiz..give a round of APPLAUSE 2 meh 4 coming bak! :D

thankeu...thankeu very much! muah, muah.